HOLY FUCK
Why is my hair so soft right now?!?! I don’t understand why when I go swimming my hair gets all soft and wonderful once I wash it. Maybe chlorine and my shampoo are just like bffs and whenever they’re together they just like to make my hair feel like heaven. I cant think of any other explaination. Because normally my hair is just gross and fried and blehhhhhhh
Aren’t my parents
Supposed to be the ones who make me feel better when I cant stop crying?
But instead I’m laying in my room bawling because in their minds I’m some worthless piece of shit emotional punching bag. And the only person i want to talk to or see is working and I cant see him until tomorrow. But by tomorrow I’m going to have shoved my emotions back down inside myself and pretend I’m okay because that’s what my parents taught me to do. Shove my emotions aside and pretend I’m okay.
